heyyy dudes~

I haven't been posting/drawing much, if anyone's noticed haha :'D
I'm in a weird place - NOT PHYSICALLY, I'M STILL CHILLING AT MY HOUSE. harhar - just.. creatively? emotionally?
i don't know - either way, I look at my stuff and I'm very unhappy with it. it's tough for me to draw (I'M TRYING REAL HARD RIGHT NOW, THOUGH) and I've lost a lot of interest in .. stuff. :/

I'm also very antsy/anxious when I sit down at the computer for some reason? mayyybe it's the weather?
so yeahno, I haven't been online nearly as much as I normally am. I've been spending time with friends/family, which is super nice, but..

mm. :T in a funk again, feeling really awful, idk.

ON A POSITIVE NOTE?
I've been working on costuming stuff because fanexpo in Toronto is at the end of the month. :>
my ulala costume is nearly finished! it looks so good. ;__; ~subtlemotion helped me so much with the skirt/top - I'm so lucky to have a talented friend who sews like a mofo *__* - and I wanted to cry. dream costume. f'real.

and i'm also working on .. femshep! I'm on such a mass effect kick, ohman. armor-making ohmanohman.

you can follow progress shots (and other such bullshit!) on my tumblr: eelrak.tumblr.com

also, I'm still up for commissions (if my complaining about not being able to draw didn't turn anyone off haha shiiiiit): [link]

OH, and I got a skype a long while ago and I never mentioned it here, BUT
my skype is kombatbaby if anyone wants to add me~~ *__*

uhhh
aaaaaand
that's it!
kbye.